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Sunday, July 4, 2004

3:55PM - updateeeee

well a lot of things have happened since i last wrote in this. mainly good things. i just got back from europe for 10 days. id have to say i had the most fun that ive ever had over there. me and about 13 people from fc went with our soccer coach to rome, florence, niece, paris, monaco and the rivera. we took tours in the day and got wasted every night. i spent all my money on a gucci belt hah and like fucking 12 dollar ice creams. well it sucks to be back in shitty va bch after seeing all of that but ohh well.

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Friday, February 27, 2004

12:59PM

ugh i wish id stop getting sick! now i have pinkeye in BOTH of my damn eyes. it hurts so bad. i just hope it gets better so i can go out at least one night this weekend.

Current mood: sick

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Friday, February 20, 2004

9:28PM - fuck you zack miglarese you ugly ass worthless pussy fucking faggot!!!!!

well i dont think my day could get any worse. i hung out with jamie sarah and jillian for a little after school, then as im like 2 seconds away from my house i get in an accident. the front of my car is totaled. it was the scariest thing but luckly it wasnt all my fault. some dumbass didnt use their blinker and turned really fast so the first car slammed on their brakes which made the guy in front of me slam on his breaks and hit her then i slammed on my brakes and hit him. but the damage is looking to be over $5000 dollars worth but luckly insurance will pay and ill have my car back in most likely a month. so yeah that reaaaally sucks and ill have to use some gay ass rental car most likely till i get mine back. so all i wanted to do tonight was to go out wiht my friends so id forget about what a horrible day it was but for some unexplained reason they never called me back. well im gonna go watch tv.

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: none cause im pissed fucker dick shit ass cunt

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Thursday, February 12, 2004

10:12PM - blahhhhhhhh

ugh im so upset right now because my dog that ive had for 13 years is gonna have to be put to sleep next week. all because of some stupid ass driver. this sucks...

Current mood: sad

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Sunday, February 1, 2004

10:27PM - shitty

well my birthday was pretty fun. i wish we could have found more things to do but ohh well. the rest of the weekend sorta seemed to go down hill. im glad jamie was with me the whole time to make me feel a little better. im still very pissed about some things that happened though. i hate bullshitters. i hate when people have to be the center of attention and most of all i hate when your old best friend fucking ignores you and is a bitch to you for NO FUCKING REASON. but fuck it. ill get over it soon. i hope this week flys by cause i haaaate school and im looking forward to what next weekend will bring hah. but off to bed.

Current mood: infuriated

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Saturday, January 24, 2004

1:58PM - this sucks

i hate being grounded. this is the last place i want to be right now. i cant stand it here. im looking forward to next weekend. ill be 18 and i dont care what my parents say, im not coming home. i want to get a hotel room. well i think im gonna go shopping casue thats the only thing thats gonna make me feel better right now.

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Thursday, January 15, 2004

3:53PM - ssshake it like a polaroid picturee

im soo excited for this weekend for some reason. ill most likely be with sarah most of the time and jamie. and ill be 18 in 15 daysss!! i cant wait. time for a nap...

Current mood: tired
Current music: tv

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Sunday, January 4, 2004

6:14PM - ugh

well break was fun for the most part. the only bad thing was getting a stupid curfew ticket and having that dick of a cop take me + a few others home that night. blah. but i can still do stuff to my amazement. i mostly hung out with sarah and we had many fun journies. haha. not having school for this long has made me wish it was summer again. it sucks we have to stay an extra 20 minutes now. sooo hopefully this week will go by reeeeeeally fast cause im definately not looking forward to it.

Current mood: hungry
Current music: shake it like a salt shaker-ying yang twins

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Thursday, December 18, 2003

10:15PM - sdffgrvre

wow. i havent written in here in foreeeeever. well ive been sorta grounded for a longgggg ass time but now im finally free! nothing exciting has really happened recently. ive just been hanging out with jamie and sarah. and now im finally getting over this horrible sickness ive had for a week. i cant waittt till break. hopefully ill get to hang out wiht jamie sarah and tiffany a lot cause they are my favoriteeeeee people to partaayy with!! well im off to bed.

Current mood: tired
Current music: milkshakeeee

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Sunday, November 16, 2003

9:26PM - bored

LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Ramsay
-- Birthdate: 1/30/86
-- Birthplace: Va beach
-- Current Location: Va beach
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5 2
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: german, eventhough everyone thinks im fucking egyptian haha
-- The shoes you wore today: bcbg
-- Your weakness: falling for the cocky assholes
-- Your fears: what im gonna do after high school
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: better grades i guess

LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: dsjifbwe
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i fucking hate life
-- Your best physical feature: i donno
-- Your bedtime: varies

LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: diet coke
-- McDonalds or Burger King: wendys
-- Single or group dates: blahh
-- Adidas or Nike: either
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: yuck

LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: yes
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Sing: i rap nigga
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Have a crush: not really
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Excited to go to college or university?: no
-- Like high school: not really
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Think you're attractive: i dont hate the way i look but of course there are things id like to change
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: most of the time, except for right now when im fucking grounded
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument: nope

LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes yesss
-- Smoked: yes
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: i dont really like oreos
-- Eaten sushi: yes
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: no, ive never dyed my hair
-- Stolen anything: a soda hah

LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: most definately
-- Been caught "doing something": yes
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope

LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: probably mid to late 20's
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2 kids, and i have no ideas on the names
-- Describe your dream wedding: on the beach
-- How do you want to die: peacefully
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: fashion buyer
-- What country would you most like to visit: lots

LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? any color
-- Best hair color? i tend to go more for brown
-- Short or long hair: short or shaggy but not too long
-- Height: doesnt matter, they are all taller than me anyways
-- Weight: medium
-- Best articles of clothing: t-shirts, jeans, PLAID SHIRTS!
-- Best first date location: doesnt matter
-- Best first kiss location: donno

LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: donno
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs: donno
-- Number of piercings: bellybutton and 3 in each ear
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: i donno, probably never
-- Number of scars on my body: lots
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: lotssss

Current music: outkast

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Monday, November 10, 2003

12:38PM - chillin at the holiday innnnn

i dont feel too good so i stayed home from school today. im just so fucking tired. well the weekend was a blast. friday i hung out with sarah and tiffany and we went to mikeys and things got crazy haha. then juli came and we picked up jamie. definatley too much 151 though haha. my mind kinda went blank on what happened after that. but i fucking lost my grandparents cell so im gonna be in so much shit. then saturday i hung out with sarah and tiffany again and we got high wiht some weird kid and stole his yearbooks hah. then i dropped them all off and went home to sleep. so yesterday i told my parents i quit work but they didnt care. i just want to find another job soon. no school tomorrow im so excited. another day of sleeping in. tonight i think im just gonna go shopping with my mom cause i need clothes. but im gonna go sleep some more nowwww....

Current mood: lazy
Current music: chingy and ludaaaa

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Wednesday, November 5, 2003

3:06PM - windid

yesterday was fun. i hung out with sarah, jamie, tiffany, and jillian. we went to mikeys and a few other places. then i didnt go to work (muahahaaaaa) so now i dont have a job anymore. but fuck it. hopefully i can find another one soon. then after that me sarah and tiffany waited foreeeever to find something to do. we were just showing up at peoples houses but no one was doing anything. then we went to some party thing in sandbridge with juli which turned out ot be gay so we went to some kids house with holly. my parents thought i was at work the whole time. i guess im just gonna tell them i quit saturday or soemthng cause i dont want to get grounded before friday. but theyll probably believe me anyways. so now im gonna go take a nap. laterrr

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: 50 cents new song

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Tuesday, November 4, 2003

2:24AM - fuckkkk mee fuck youuuu

well i dindt get fired. i was kinda hoping i would for soem reason. i just fucking cant take mr. kim anymore. god damn. well today i hung out with jamie adn sarah. then after work i got them and tiffany adn i was supposed to hang out with them at the hotel but i snuck out and went to johns. it was prrrrretty fun. but now im really drunk and about to go to sleep. later bitcheess.

Current mood: giddy
Current music: kjienfnekke

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Sunday, November 2, 2003

9:54PM - bacardi razz is the fucking bbbbest!

damn this weekend has been so nice. friday i spent the night out wiht sarah and jamie. first me and sarah went to keegans and drank a little. then me, sarah, and scott picked up jillian and went ot johns for a few. then to jeff hammakers cause he was having a party. after a few minutes of standing out front we went to ryan sykes party. that was so fun, ahh i wanted to stay so bad but i let byron drive us back to keegans. then we just drank some more and went ot sleep. the next morning we smoked then i came home at around 3 and passeeeed out. i made my mom call in my work to say i was sick cause there was no way i could work. so i think im fired. so now i have to go up there tomorrow to check. blah. i want to sneak out sooo bad but of course it probably wont happen tonihgt. well im just looking forward to tomorrow. hah i donno why. but im gonna watch tv nowwwwww

Current mood: hopeful
Current music: avgfrerver

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Sunday, October 26, 2003

5:26PM

homecoming was SOOOOO amaaaazing. i went with jamie, emily, ann marie, sarah, meryl, holly, juli, and jayme. we ate at sushi and west and had some nasty ass rice wine. then we went to the dance nad drank on the way. the dance part was gay cause hte music pretty much sucked nad it was so hot in there. we finally left and headed to the schooner to get a room but it was already so packed and everyone was walking around outside and we werent trying to get caught. so me, rachael, jayme,adn juli went to johns. they werent having fun so they left and i stayed. i made friends wiht a lot of people i had shit against before which was good. so i just stayed the ngiht there and walked to meryls this mornijng ot get a ride home. but im gonna go eat nowww. laterr

Current mood: drained

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

8:08PM - ugh

this past week has been so damn busy. i worked monday night and didnt get home till 12 something. then last night i worked again and got home kinda late. ive been so damn tired. so ive just been hanging out with jamie which is always fun. then today i went shopping with my grandma and got some shoes and accessories to go wiht my homecoming dress. for some reason ive been in a bad mood today. i just want to find a guy worth liking but its fucking impossible for me. i guess its that and just the fact that everything is just been so weird lately. hah i dont know how to explain it though. im just looking forward to the weekend. ohh my god it is gonna be soooooooo amazing. but im gonna go.

Current mood: blah
Current music: 36 mafia

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Thursday, October 16, 2003

4:38PM - FUCKFUCKFUCK

damn today was fucking HORRIBLE. first i was running late to school and had to rush my ass off to get there just in time. then i go in latin and i forgot to study so i wrote the vocab words on my hand, then all of a sudden my teacher comes over and was like "whats on your hand" and i tried to pretend to write soemthing else over it but it didnt work. haha. so he yelled at me in front of the whole class and made me go wash them. luckly he didnt give me a zero though. the rest of school was ok though. after that i went tanning and fucking fell asleep in the bed. when i woke up and it had been off for like 10 minutes. well i leave tomorrow and come back sunday. im excited, i just dread the drive up there. my paretns decided to take my car instead of my moms cause jeeps barely fit anything in them and my trunk is way bigger. but my car fucking smells like smoke still from everyone and im fucking PISSED cause people got shit on the back floor and on all the seats and theres fucking 5 cigarette burns in the floor. so no one is smoking in my car anymore. i mean NOOO ONEEEE. well im gonna go take a nap.

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: oprah

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Saturday, October 11, 2003

12:33PM - bambi

last night i hung out with jamie, sarah, and sam. we drove around for a long time then went to john atheys. after that we dropped jamie off at bos and me, sarah, and sam went to mikeys for a few. then we drove around shadowlawn and saw the scariest thing. this old, creepy, homeless looking woman was digging around in a ditch with an apron on and she was fucking shaking then she looks up at us with her wide ass eyes and smiles. it was so dark out and sarah kept screaming "shes fuckig mental" haha ohh god it was sooo creepy. then we got jamie and i forgot what we did. but besides that eeeverything has been so shitty the past 2 days. i was supposed to take my SAT today but i didnt have a Ti83 calculator and i didnt want to take it at PA when everyone i know is taking it at FC. i tried to book it to take it at my own damn school but it said it was already full. so i just have to wait and sign up again for the next test. but my parents are pissed at me for that. my grades are shit. hopefully i can bring them up a lot before report cards, otherwise i wont be driving for a while and ill probably be grounded on top of that. then alex is mad at me for NO FUCKING REASON. i definately didnt do anything worth getting pissed about. i just cant wait till next weekend so i can get out of this hell hole. im going to the mountains in this little town near roanoke, off skyline drive. its so peaceful and relaxing up there. i love it. so much different from va beach. then after taht its homecoming which i am so excited for. but im gonna go clean out my car cause it smells horribly of smoke.

Current mood: distressed

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Sunday, October 5, 2003

10:52AM - chicken and beer

weekend was quite fun. friday hung out with jamie and sarah after school and we went to mikeys hahaha ohh god was it funnn. then went to someplace in ocean pebble, came home and passed out. woke up at 2 saturday and got ready for work which sucked cause it was my first night working \on a saturday and it was so busy. then after work me nad jamie hung out in ocean pebble again at some guys house. then we came home and went to sleep. so now im sitting here tired as hell cause she woke me up at 9 something. hopefully i can go look at dresses today with my mom cause i need to get one soon. well im going. leave comments fuckers.

Current mood: calm
Current music: ludacris niggaaa

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Wednesday, October 1, 2003

9:31PM - i hate latinnnnnn

ahh im so tired. i worked monday and yesterday. its ok but i definately have to get used to the cash register and all that shit. the free sushi is soooooooo wonderful though. today was quite fun. after school hung out with laura, jamie, sarah, and emily for a littel then they all went home and me and jamei and her love went to 86th street and hten off to play pool for some reason haha. cant wait till the weekend! the only thing that sucks is i have to work saturday night. blah. well im ssstarving, later biatches

Current mood: high
Current music: jbsvsd

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